TravisMercer1017

Sorry everyone, haven't updated in a while so I will try and stay on it.

This has been a really  great weekend, something i really needed. On Friday i got an awesome Justice League Batman statue from my parents plus a great graphic novel, then my Batman Origins came in so i played a ton! but wait...Before you judge and shout out NERD in the ogre voice from revenge of the nerds, I also went to A VERY high class and well to do Halloween Benefit for the boys and girls club as a very rich persons' house. The only reason why i was their was my Fiance was performing Aerial Dance and i was a plus one but still! i felt like Oliver Queen in my snazzy tux surrounded by socialites. It was a lot of fun...Then i did a layout so it was a very good weekend. Thus ends my journal entry, god i feel like i am in 4th grade writing about my weekend and i expect a check mark for completion by the teacher.   

I know what i want things to look like, I can see them in my head...but when i put pencil to paper all i see are the flaws and what does not turn out right. I hold myself to professional standards which i thought was a good thing but all it seems to do is make me self criticize and beat myself up. Anybody else go through this too?

Today I am launching my new Deviant Art for my Freelance art purposes. Mostly there will be pencil/Graphite sketches but ink will come. My goal is to pencil graphic novels so that my art can help tell people great stories.